how i feel in this moment...

can a word describe it?

i wish i could write the words that i feel.

language can't truly express it.

silent words. existing in my heart.

unspoken.

^there's a little poem for ya! haha

i'm in sucha  poetic mood.

so far my christmas break has been awesome. i went to rachel's christmas party last night and that was sooo much fun.

macall came to my work today ( i was the only one in the office) with her little pup tino and brought me my present!

she is SO wonderful.

gosh, i love surprises. they remind me that i'm loved.

as i look around...your eyes outshine the town, they do. this christmas.

 Snow daaaaaayyyyy!!!

today i got up around 10 something,
 had breakfast...then me and my sister went outside..
 and the snow is INSANE!! it went up to our knees! 
so we had a little snow ball fight and used umbrellas as shields (totally my idea too) it was a ton of fun!

Then we wrote our names and drew pictures in the snow...and on the hood of my dad's truck. (a lil surprise for later haha)
 and then we couldn't find the sled in the garage so we had to have our dad go get it and he was mad....but it ended up that the snow on our hill isn't packed down enough so the sled just sunk instead of sliding lol...but oh well.
so we rolled around in the snow unitl we couldn't feel our legs anymore,
and then we came inside and took off our wet clothes...and our legs were bright red..it was crazy...i think i was pretty close to hypothermia..but it felt goooood.

then we had hot chocolate...then i watched a movie...and now i'm doing more scholarship stuff. (i've been doin a little each day)

life is good! 

I love America 

....sometimes looking back on the past makes me want to cry. not exactly out of sadness...i really can't define the emotion.

do you get me?

48 to nothin'

STATE CHAMPS BAAAABY!